So I decided I wanted to publish a bunch of my older poetry that I didn't want in my future publications but I didn't want it to go to waste so here it is! It does get dark at certain points, please know that I am okay! Many of these were written at bad points of my life and while I would not wish them on anyone else I don't think they should be kept a secret. There are mature themes of assault and self harm in some pieces, I apologize in advance if these offend you or trigger you in any way.