{ON HOLD 2/13/2020 aka 13/2/2020} JC finds out he has a crush on his best friend but already knows that he likes someone else. When he finally comes to a realization that nothing is going to be the same as it was before. This story is mostly going to be angst WARNING THIS BOOK/STORY CONTAINS DEPRESSION THOUGHTS/MENTIONS OF SELF HARM THOUGHTS OF SUICIDE If your uneasy or sensitive to any of these topics DO NOT READ I do not own the people in this story (duh they're their own people) I only own the writing (I also do not own the song this is inspired by) No I do NOT ship these two in real life, These are REAL people, Please respect them.