Spirals (harry styles)
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Ongoing47m
Last published Mon, Apr 27, 2015
"We don't go in circles. We go in spirals. "
"What??"
"Spirals. Like a spring"
"What are you on about?" I said in a disinterested and frankly just worn out voice. I couldn't be bothered to even try and sound pissed anymore.
"Circles implies that we go right back to where we were before we start again. But we don't- we always find a way to start again, but better than before. Always better than before. We go in spirals."
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Family secrets kept hidden away from Lucy Hudson for decades finally come to light, but in an extremely unlikely coincidence everything happening in her life seems to be connected in a whole network of lies and secrets.. Everyone she has come to know well has been lying to her in some way, all for the same reasons, and she doesn't know how to deal with it.
Warning: The start of this book is awful I'll admit because my writing was ridiculously poor when I started it but I swear it gets better after around chapters 10-12:))
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