When The Mirror Became Your Sun
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- Votos 2
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Última atualização qua, jul 31, 2019
TRIGGER WARNING: Eating disorders/anorexia.
(Unfinished)
My sister is fighting anorexia, and this was just a late night burst of writing which captures my raw thoughts in reflecting upon my current situation: loosing a piece of her everyday. This piece of writing portrays my experience as an outsider, i DO NOT intend for it to be seen as an 'accurate' picture of anorexia. I will never fully understand what a person with anorexia goes through, I will never speak for them.
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Back To Past To Make It Perfect
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The Twisted Mind
"I felt as if I didn't belong, And I felt as if i'm not sick enough" Alfie struggles with the concept of food. He loves it, he hates it and just wants to find peace with it and within himself. He wants to make up with his body, his mind but he's lost all control so he's finding it hard to live. Alfie Hailo, a 16 year old swimmer, has been struggling with food since the age of 13. His parents put him in dance class when he was 6 but he was getting bullied as he got older, so decided to quit and choose a more 'masculine' sport.His father also left the family home 2 years prior and has been struggling to understand why. He has amazing friends, and an amazing family who love and care for him dearly but, he doesn't feel this. He feels like he has to be perfect. With the pressure of school, and having to keep up to the social norms of a professional swimmer, it's hard for Alfie to concentrate. He needs the help. And to do this, Alvin helps. Alvin helps him find his worth, take control, and makes his life easier, or so he seems. His best friends, Killian and Ruby, know Alfie inside and out. They know his family life, school life. And this is because Alfie is a simple person. He has never had a detention, nor has he been expelled. He's a straight A student with no history of alcohol or drug abuse. Will they suspect anything? How will Alfie proceed with his excruciating pain. Will he cover it up or will he find the courage to speak up and seek help?Concluída
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