Anorexia, it kills - 01 ~ Yoongi X Bts ~
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When Yoongi looked in the mirror, all he saw was a ghost.
"Jimin, I want to get better."
All Jimin did was smile, and pull fragile little Yoongi into a teddy bear hug.
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'I want to be as skinny as Yoongi was.." he mutters, "Skinnier, even. I want to be enough for him. I'm too heavy for him now, he'll hardly be able to wrap his arms around me, to even hug.."
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Cuts outlined my arms, as I laughed at the thought of being okay for once. 'How can someone ever be okay knowing they're a living burden?'
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TRIGGER WARNING;
- Anorexia
- Suicidal Thoughts
- Self Harm
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