Fairy tail phobias

My anxiety is super bad as of late and therapists are f*cking expensive when you work a part time job and can't use your parents insurance (17 yrs old here) Soo here we are.
This story is gonna be about a person who is stuck between a fantasy world and the real world.
They have to choose, because at the end of the year they will be stuck forever in whichever they chose.

I just wanna vent haha but in an interesting way, also don't ask why the cover is of a stream. I didn't have any other photos that would make sense 😅