Things I Wanted To Say But Never Did
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Última publicación lun, jun 6, 2022
This is a book full of all the emotions I felt, all the moments I wanted to speak up but couldn't and all the moments where I'm just crying in bed at 3 AM or feeling happy at 6 PM. It is a book full of grief, happiness, sadness, excitement, love, ups and downs, positivity and heartache. I wanted to share my different experiences as a teenager, I want to show you that it may seem easy but it's not, that we may seem very unbearable on the outside but on the inside we're really soft that we might break easily but we don't like showing that side to anyone. Here's to all the unsent letters, messages, and voice notes I didn't have the guts to send.
This is for anybody suffering, for anybody who feels alone or confused. This may be your guide.
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