30 Days Without Him
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Last published Fri, Aug 16, 2019
He's dead.
Jack's head is spinning in circles as he tries to recount the events leading up to his best friend's death. But was that all they were?
Brie is still in denial. Because he was just here, so how could he be gone?
Jai is stuck trying to juggle between taking care of Brie, himself, and his sick mother, and everything is about to come crashing down.
April is forced into silence as her parents fume over her brother's suicide. Selfish, they say. She's too afraid to speak up.
Heidi is already homesick. Sleepaway camp isn't at all what she expected. And it all gets even worse when she receives the news of his death and can't even contact her friends about it.
One tragic event is about to bring this group closer together than ever as they struggle through their first 30 days without their best friend, the person who brought them all together.
Trigger warning: mentions of suicide, self-harm, abuse, eating disorders, and homophobia/transphobia
Cover credit to the incredible @Cherryshxrd-
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