My Second Chance

I always thought that I knew what pain was. You know, when you like hurt your ankle or something. That is no pain, it hurts like a b*tch that's true, but to me it's no pain. At least not compared to the pain you get when your mate rejects you. The pain when you get when you realize that the only people that actually loves you, the only ones that cares about you, is your brother and his mate. Everyone else in your pack have turned against you, because of a simple rejection. The pain when you realize that your parents are with them, against you, their own child.

That is what pain is to me, though of course a sprained ankle bothers me too. Honestly it's annoying as f*ck and hurts like a b*tch too. Though it doesn't hurt in your heart.

Me? I've had enough of this pain for a life time. My mate rejected me and all that shit. I'm used to all that pain right now. Nothing to worry about, though of course I'm not the carefree happy girl I once were. No that was a long time ago. I am a new girl now, only scared about one thing. To have to go through the same pain again.