Next to me
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Ongoing25m
Last published Sun, Sep 6, 2020
Next to me, there is this shadow, my old self, reminding me of all the wrong things I did before it happened. That stupid thing that destroyed the old me and my old life. My mum where ripped out of me and my grip by death. On her way home on her birthday she died in a car accident. On her birthday! My dad and I were home, waiting to surprise her with her favorite lemon cake, and presents. Or I wasn't actually waiting on her, I was waiting on the car so I could drive over to my friends, I didn't even care about her on her birthday. Now everything is different.
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Author's Note
This is not edited and the first draw. When I finish the book and got time I will take it down and edit it. Feel free to leave comments about how it could be better and of course comment what you think of it.
I'm struggeling managing time when I'm studying, working and writing and chapters will be published when I feel temporarly finished with them. This is the only way I progress in on my story.
If you are reading this I hope you enjoy the story and remeber that you are appriciated!
Love, Autumn.
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