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dear diary

you recognize an angel, when you look closely to their wrists, arms and stomach. How they are walking, how their facial expression are and how their eyes lost their shine.

I never thought how badly it eats you from the inside. 

I fell.

My white wings went to almost black with a lot of wholes in it.All Rights Reserved

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