Bevor ich sterbe
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Hauptgeschichte startet erst ab Kapitel 6 oder 7 (also bleibt am Ball hehe)
"Meine Augen brennen und hoffnungslose Tränen laufen über mein Gesicht. Ich habe Angst, so große Angst, dass ich mich nicht traue zu schluchzen, dass ich Angst habe, einen weiteren Schritt zu gehen, von einer totweihenden Hand angegriffen zu werden und von innen nach außen zerfetzt zu werden.
Ich kriege keine Luft, bekomme Panik, habe das Gefühl als würde ich erwürgt werden, doch diesmal ist es keine Hand, die mir das Atmen unmöglich macht."
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