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"I am not gay"

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TW: MENTIONS OF DRUGS, ALCOHOL, SEX, AND VIOLENCE + SLURS

Eliott has been in a happy relationship with his girlfriend since freshman year.  They're going on 3 years now, this being their junior year.  While that relationship has lasted a long time, Eliott is questioning they're relationship as he realizes he has feelings for someone else.  This someone else happened to be his best friend of now 6 years.  And the worst part is, he's a guy.  Now Eliott swears he is in no way, gay.  But, his feelings for Carl Gallagher prove otherwise.

Also yes I understand Carl is straight, but I'm going by my head canon that he's closeted bi/ hasn't exactly thought about it enough to figure it out.

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Milo & Judah by jms777

When Milo returns home from college for winter break, he's surprised to discover that his brother brought more than luggage and dirty laundry. Milo is immediately attracted to the tag-along, Judah. He is handsome and charming, but Milo can't tell if Judah is being friendly or flirty. And even if Milo's feelings aren't one sided, what could he do about it? He only has two weeks before Judah goes back to school. Is that enough time to make a connection that will last far beyond the holidays?

Blurred Lines [BxB] COMPLETED by zoetbennett

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Toby Wentworth's life is a clusterfuck. For a lot of reasons. And one of them just happens to be the fact that he is very gay, and also so far in the closet that he's practically in Narnia. But then there's this guy. This guy in his calculus class who winks at him. And suddenly, they're partners for a project. And Toby cannot stop thinking about him. Toby does his best to balance school, work, relationships, and the biggest secret he's ever kept as life goes on. He does, honestly. He tries so very hard. But things like drama, bizarre coincidences, and, of course, his crippling tendency to overthink have been making it difficult, and it's really not fair. But Toby just cannot stop thinking about that boy. And there are times when he wants to hate himself because of it. Sometimes, Toby's life sucks. He'll admit it. But as aggravating as the feeling of being just out of reach of a romance he desperately craves is, there's something... thrilling about it. Something that, no matter how many times he tries, cannot get him to stop this madness. He's in trouble. Absolutely. But maybe trouble can have its benefits. *** cover art by me! Final chapter upload: 5/7/21 Word count: ~65k

I'M SORRY by Marthenaseneris

his first day at new school didn't go as well as mark planned. He's had many problem in the past, due to his sexuality. He thought they would accept him the way he is, but he thought wrong. Now this is his opportunity to start over, and don't make the same mistake again. mark can't help but fell attracted towards him even if Ethan is a jerk to him. With the time Mark question himself if he still likes him, or hates him, or both But why Ethan acting like this? is there something he's hiding? or is simply that much of a jerk? What will happen to Mark if he doesn't stop bothering him?

The Drugs Won't Help Book. 2 by DontTrustACryBaby

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I've Got You by ryexgallavich

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Milo & Judah

When Milo returns home from college for winter break, he's surprised to discover that his brother brought more than luggage and dirty laundry. Milo is immediately attracted to the tag-along, Judah. He is handsome and charming, but Milo can't tell if Judah is being friendly or flirty. And even if Milo's feelings aren't one sided, what could he do about it? He only has two weeks before Judah goes back to school. Is that enough time to make a connection that will last far beyond the holidays?