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"I am not gay"

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TW: MENTIONS OF DRUGS, ALCOHOL, SEX, AND VIOLENCE + SLURS

Eliott has been in a happy relationship with his girlfriend since freshman year.  They're going on 3 years now, this being their junior year.  While that relationship has lasted a long time, Eliott is questioning they're relationship as he realizes he has feelings for someone else.  This someone else happened to be his best friend of now 6 years.  And the worst part is, he's a guy.  Now Eliott swears he is in no way, gay.  But, his feelings for Carl Gallagher prove otherwise.

Also yes I understand Carl is straight, but I'm going by my head canon that he's closeted bi/ hasn't exactly thought about it enough to figure it out.

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