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Ongoing15m
Last published Sat, Jul 19, 2014
Have you ever wondered what it's like to die? What it feels like? What you see? Will you remember anything in the afterlife? Is there an afterlife?
The truth is, it's nothing like you would think it would be. It's not a dark tunnel with a light at the end leading you to the gates of heaven, it's not even a flashback of your life. You're just... there.
I'm probably not making any sense right now, you're probably wondering how I know this. Well, I'm dead. I committed suicide about seven months ago. I laid there on the bathroom floor, behind a locked door on the cold tiles. The tears running down my face and the names in my head. The razor in my hand and the blood on my towel.
It sounds like a painful way to die doesn't it? Well, that's where your wrong. Your arm goes numb and your dizzy to tell what's going on.
Why? THat's what everyone asked. Just one little word, nothing after... why? But they knew why, they were just too afraid to admit that they were the ones that drove me to commit suicide.
But I'll tell you why, I'll tell you what they did, and what was going through my head. How I was feeling and who I really was...
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