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Every tear's a waterfall, every scar's a vile reminder

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Parts 8
Time 1h 16m

sterek_stilinskihale

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*this story contains very graphic material*

Stiles:18 years of age filled with a lifetime of pain and sorrow. Starting at a mere 7 years old when his mother had died from a monstrous, unforgiving disease that had ripped her from him and his father then slowly sucked the life from her, draining her energy and time left on the earth. It was just a nasty, violent downward spiral from there as his life was torn apart piece by piece. His father becoming a cruel, vicious alcoholic and he was slowly being deserted by everyone and everything. One day when everything becomes too much, stiles tries to end it all but when he comes too in the hospital bracketed by two muscular arms and beautiful, endless green eyes, he's not sure whether to be enraged or delighted.

Introducing Derek. The 22 year old fresh and sharp featured Adonis of a man with beautiful eyes and a permanent scowl. Having many demons of his own, he understands stiles and cannot seem to get that milky pale skin dotted with moles and brown, lifeless eyes from his mind.All Rights Reserved

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