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But, I'm Not Gay... am I?

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Parts 15
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Reads 2,273
Votes 80
Parts 15
Time 13m

Mature

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A very sad yet somehow slightly humorous solby story where Colby realizes that he might not be so straight after all. I can't relate to something more. 

*There are many major triggers in this book* 

~READ AT YOU OWN RISK~

// I am not responsible for any lasting trauma from this story // 

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