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What suffocation feels like

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What does it feel like when you fake how you feel 90% of your life? It feels like you are slowly suffocating yourself. This is how I live my life. 

I'm 20 years old
I attend college online
My boyfriend of almost 3 years lied to me not once but twice
I can't tell my dad how I feel
My mom and brother live in a different state


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