The Blue Speedster

this is about a speedster that was affected by the particle accelerator when it was activated and he was with his lover because his lover was a scientist and was outside Star Labs when it exploded, but he pushed him away and he got hit with blue lightning and a wave of dark matter and he was put in a coma.

once he woke up he was told how long he was out and when he learned that he had powers he became a hero and kept his city safe.

but when he learns that his lover died he takes his pain and attacks any bad people.

until one day he runs so fast that he ends up making breach to earth 1 where the flash is and they end up helping him feel better and he ends up falling in love with his lover's doppelganger on that earth.