Love Is War

I do not believe in second chances when it comes to dating. If you hurt me you don't get a second chance. Ever. You break my heart we're done. So when Nic, my life, my love, my everything, broke my heart when he cheated on me with another girl, then I broke it off. I cut him out of my life for good. My heart ached for him all the time but I knew I couldn't do it. He hurt me. So when Nic kept finding me where ever I went I joined the army, not only to get away from him but also to distract myself from the pain of still loving him. He broke my heart, but I still loved him with all the pieces I was pissed at him and at myself for still loving him. But mostly.....

I. Was. Mad. At. Love.