200 parts Complete MatureTHIS IS PART ONE OF GREEN EYED MONSTER!
"Cas, I can't. It isn't allowed." Dean whispered, barely audible. The look in his eyes showed his heart was breaking. He pleaded for the throb in his chest to just stop, he wanted everything to just stop.
"Dean, it's YOUR fucking life. Stop letting him control you. Grow a dick and stick up for yourself. You are going to lose me."
"Cas... Please."
"Please nothing, Dean. Do you want me or not?" I ask, not ready to hear what he will say.
"If only you could understand."
"Dean!" I growl. "Do you fucking want me or not!?"
Silence consumed him. "...no."