Worse to Love

Y/n backstory
My name is y/n I live in California with my two best friends Ethan and Grayson Dolan. I are 18 years old, Me, E, and Gray have been best friends since I was born mainly because our parents were best friends. I have recently broken up with your old boyfriend because he was crazy!! He had been abusing me physically and verbally for many years. I am still scarred to this day and I grimace every time I hear his name. But I know that E and Gray will always protect me. As I said we've always been close. Not gonna lie, me and Gray were like one thing... not together but you get what I mean. We were so close. You're probably wondering why I said "were" well you gonna find out. I've always have a special something for Gray. But now I'm starting to wonder, is it just worse to love?