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-THIS STORY IS THE BACKSTORY OF MY OC. NONE OF THE MOMENTS THAT HAPPEN ARE REAL-
-ALL CHARACTERS BELONG TO ME-
DISCLAIMER: I have no experience or history with medical drugs/medicine. The medication mentioned is just me making things for the story and probably won't work/is true in real life.
TRIGGER WARNINGS: mention of drug use, death, mental health, suicide, medication, self harm





What have I done...
I knelt there, her knees red from the blood splattered across the smooth wooden floor. She felt her heart sink to her stomach as she saw the lifeless, charred body of her tossed carelessly in the tiled bathroom floor. The air felt thick from the smell of burnt flesh and death. Faint plumes of smoke still rose from the corpse.
I felt sick. I wanted to throw up. Out of the corner of my eye i spotted a razor tinted dark red from the blood and the pill bottle on its side, blood staining the white lid.
No. I can't loose anyone else. Not her...I-I'll-All Rights Reserved

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KILLED by firelordstorm

My best friend's body lies on the wooden floor, her head help up by the rope that is tied around her slender neck, which is secured to the ceiling. Blood still pools out of a wound in her abdomen, creating a vivid red puddle on the cedar planks. Sara's gray eyes are wide open and glazed over slightly, her light hair pulled into a messy side ponytail. When my brain fully registers these details, my hands drop away from my face, I turn on my heel, and then I burst into an adrenaline-filled sprint out the door. I take the steps two at a time, and when my feet hit the snow covered earth, I take off again, running and running as fast as I can, feeling not free, but full of unfamiliar fear. When I tear into the house, I find my mom sitting on the couch, staring at our Christmas tree with a soft smile on her face and a cup of coffee in her left hand, steam swirling up into the air in an intricate and beautiful pattern that only I can see. "Tess? Are you alright?" She's at my side the instant she sees my face, the coffee mug crashing to the floor and shattering to a million pieces, the shards representing my heart. "Call 911", I manage, my shoulders shaking. "Sara's dead." ------- Christmas was never supposed to start like this. My father wasn't supposed to come back, and my best friend shouldn't have been murdered. Now I'm wondering: What have I gotten myself into?

Love Side Effect (girlxgirl) by Aoifantomu

[ COMPLETED ] [EDITING IN PROGRESS ] { Book #1 } Warning: This story contains themes like self-harm,suicide,depression...ect It's not easy being a popular target at school, just to arrive at your home to face even more problems. School or your house being one of the only places you can escape, both of them end up being your living hell. As if that wasn't enough, a new problem arises. I never thought I would be having this kind of problems with a girl. Completed on: 05/22/16 ______________ ______________ 🥈🏆2nd place on the "Mystical Award"🏆🥈 🏅🏆Special Award on "The Golden Awards 2017"🏆🏅

All Monsters Are Human by that_1_emokid

; saying goodbye has never been harder. completed. please read the tags first, thank u heads up for the cringe, bc like, this is a lil cringy but otherwise readable also, the chapters are little out of order, idk what happened and i can't fix it Q.Q

Likewise, We're Insane (GXG) by so_tell_me_dear

He betrayed and faked to be fully gay to possibly get in my pants. She left me for a girl she met on a trip. And to think my life was actually GOOD. Aside from my crazy bitch of a sister and mother, of course. But then so, who could blame me for trying to commit suicide? Who could blame me for fucking trying to die? At first all this was regret. Then she came along, in our beautiful dorm in the mental hospital.

All In ( Lesbian Story) by PlayNmyCurlz

This is book 1 of the majors. Please enjoy. Based of my imagination and research when I felt like it lol. Just here: I laughed and licked my lips as she turned her head. She was a cranky ass person when she was tired. Especially after sex. "I'm sorry love," I said as I rubbed her head. "Seriously you need a place we can get to only by boat or plane," she said in her hoarse voice. "Whatever you want Ms. Rose," I mumbled. "Damn Cuz protection at its finest," Heaven said as she picked up the condom off the floor. "Always," I said. "I always knew you had a big dick," Ricki said. I heard Mila groan as she sunk into my body. "It's bigger than you think," she said. I laughed as my cousin stared at us. I bit my lip and winked at them. "Y'all both owe me a grand!" Traci yelled. I laughed. "Rain you playing right? She talking about a strap right?" Ricki said as she sat down in the lazy boy. I shrugged as Mila turned around and laid her back against my chest. "No that nigga got a real dick. I told you I felt something when I was sitting on her lap the other night," Traci said as she sat on the coffee table. "I wanna see it before I give up a grand," Heaven said and sat on Ricki's lap. I swear they been fucking around since we were little. It didn't bother me cause they weren't blood related. "No y'all nasty ass, pervert dumbasses," I said. "Come on Rain we family. We use to take baths together," Ricki said. "Yeah when we were like toddlers," I said as Mila ass moved against me. Her body heat was serious. She was starting to make my shit grow. She need to move before I fuck her up again. "Stop moving Ms. Rose," I said lowly. "Stop getting hard. You all in my ass," she mumbled. I laughed and kissed her neck and she let out a small moan. "Shit that was sexy," Traci said.

I Want You by Emily_Hail

Hi, I'm Hallie; I am 17 years old and I went through depression from the Abuse I got from my father. You know the usual, feeling as if you're the only person who won't feel loved in life, that nobody's going to care for you, the one in school that's bullied. The only person who has ever asked if I was okay, was my mother. But that was over eight years ago. Yes I was getting abused by my father for over eight years My appearance is different from what you may think. I have long brown hair, grey eyes like my mother's, I'm kind of tan, my height is 5'3. Yes, I am short as well. I'm half Irish, a third Italian and half German. One thing is certain though, I was a burden to everybody who has ever spoken to me. I have no friends and basically this all changed due to me being late for school one day.... ▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️ 𝚆𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜~ -Mature scenes -Abuse -Sexual Assault -Drugs -Alcohol -Mention of Suicide -SelfHarm -Violence ▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️ If you are ever having any issue with Self-Harm, a friend is or your just worried about someone. These are some places you can contact. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline- 1800-273-8255 Mobile Crisis Line- 704-566-3410 The Crisis Text Line- 741-741 Domestic Violence Hotline- 800-799-7233 Text START to 88788

𝑰𝑹𝑹𝑬𝑺𝑰𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑩𝑳𝑬√ by my-lesbi-ass

I couldn't understand, what it was exactly... The pain.... Or The tightness of her hand around my throat... Or maybe the way she fucked me with her eyes because I felt my back arch at the same time my eyes rolling at the back of my head.. My arms that were wrapped around her neck tightened their hold around her making my stiletto nails dug into her skin as I pulled her closer. My toes against the floor curled, feeling myself slowly moving over the edge. Even though my lungs burned in need for air unlike my soul that drowned and burned in pure ecstasy and need. The want and need sipping into my soul made my head tilt back against the wall, letting her hand perfectly wrap around my throat. "Fuckkkk!" Grey cursed out loud My eyes blurred with my own tears feeling the pulsing between my legs growing more but I tightened my hold against her shoulders pulling her more to me making her bury her head in the crook of my neck. Her grip never once loosening... Her breaths were short, shaky and heavy against my ear and before I could process everything, her voice hoarse and strained pierced through my senses, "Let this be a little warning to you so that whenever you think of defying me," Grey paused.. "I want you to remember how your body is nothing without me. Let that stay in your thick skull of yours, slut but for now, have fun thinking of how my dick would have felt pulsing within your walls." ******* Wanna find out more, check out the book immediately you read this..

White Rabbit by In-Decent-Pause

Diana is falling apart at the seams. After she graduates high school, her parents kick her off their insurance and, no longer able to afford her medication for her bipolar disorder, turns to street drugs as a relief. Nobody in her life is in a rush to get her out of it. Then she overdoses. She ends up in a hospital, because she's terrified if she doesn't, she'll go to jail. While she's there, Diana meets a number of women who have all been abandoned to the system like her, and people she would normally hate become close, if temporary, friends. With their help, recovery doesn't seem so far away, after all. I don't know what's wrong with wattpad, tags are broken and I can't add any more than I already have, so here are some content warnings: attempted suicide, drug overdose (heroin), drug use, self harm (cutting), eating disorder mention (bulimia), implied past sexual assault, victim blaming, psychosis, hallucinations, ocd, bipolar disorder, forced medication, psychiatric hospital

Grey's Tale ✅ by QueenOfTheAngels

WARNING : CONTAINS SWEARING, SEXUAL THEMES AND SUICIDE He grabbed the nearest object, a vase, and threw it against the wall He was angry with himself and the world Why couldn't he just be normal? Why won't his demons leave? Why do people have to lie? Why do we have to die? Finn slid down the wall as his mind did flips. His body was numb "Jackson!" He was no longer in Finn's world "Alexia please" you cast her out "Mark" you made him leave "Dad where are you?" He was never there No one was here, Grey cast them all out. Finn was left to suffer his childhood all over again and it was Grey's fault His hand pressed against the broken glass. He hissed in pain, his eyes glued to his wound ~Do it~ ~No one would miss you~ ~It would make your pain go away~ ~Nothingness is better than feeling~ Grey picked up a piece of glass, it pressed into his already injured hand. He had done this before but he was always saved, no one was here this time, he made them leave. Death was everyone's fate so why not speed up his own, tears streamed down his face as he imagined Alexia, she cares ~Don't lie to yourself, if she really cared she'd still be here with you~ "You're right" ~~~~~~~~~~~~ Highest Ranks #8 on Homophobia #11 on Billionaire #34 on Romance Cover Made By: @SpratleyMac

You're A Baby's Butt (StudxStud) by DepressionsLesbian

If you're brave enough to read on, you'll find out..👀 'She paused and took a sip of her hot chocolate. I squirmed in my seat. "I remember when I used to tell your mother to look out for signs...of your problem. And now you live a life embracing it. You have self control Munae. But...the problem is, you're only human. And humans make mistakes. But you see...the type of mistakes you make could get a person killed." ' Sequel to this book: "Immature Actions" *I don't own the pictures* ❤️ *I'm a little too btw guys* New Account: @montgomeryy420

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KILLED

My best friend's body lies on the wooden floor, her head help up by the rope that is tied around her slender neck, which is secured to the ceiling. Blood still pools out of a wound in her abdomen, creating a vivid red puddle on the cedar planks. Sara's gray eyes are wide open and glazed over slightly, her light hair pulled into a messy side ponytail. When my brain fully registers these details, my hands drop away from my face, I turn on my heel, and then I burst into an adrenaline-filled sprint out the door. I take the steps two at a time, and when my feet hit the snow covered earth, I take off again, running and running as fast as I can, feeling not free, but full of unfamiliar fear. When I tear into the house, I find my mom sitting on the couch, staring at our Christmas tree with a soft smile on her face and a cup of coffee in her left hand, steam swirling up into the air in an intricate and beautiful pattern that only I can see. "Tess? Are you alright?" She's at my side the instant she sees my face, the coffee mug crashing to the floor and shattering to a million pieces, the shards representing my heart. "Call 911", I manage, my shoulders shaking. "Sara's dead." ------- Christmas was never supposed to start like this. My father wasn't supposed to come back, and my best friend shouldn't have been murdered. Now I'm wondering: What have I gotten myself into?