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"Especially For You"

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(Couplet) - When I was in third year and our output in ENGLISH.

About my past "FOOLISH" and "VAGUE love. When an unexplainable love suddenly struck my naive heart and yeah, it continued to grow its stupidity. I made this poem 'cause I was really inspired. This poem is dedicated to her.

A love that is not GENUINE but merely FAKE. 

A love that has no DESTINATION.

A love that HIDES but doesn't SEEK. 

A love that WRITES words but doesn't SPEAK of truth and actions.

Basically negative. ( - )Seluruh Hak Cipta Dilindungi Undang-Undang

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"Especially For You"
Rab, Agt 22, 2012

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