Bad Things Always Follow// lams
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MatureComplete Fri, Dec 17, 20212h 4m
~TWs: self harm, depression, ptsd, panic attacks, bullying, descriptions of blood, homophobia
Alex had a very bad childhood. abandonment, death, and a huge hurricane. on top of that, he was bullied for all of high school. when he moves to new York, he makes friends, discovers new things, develops a crush on one of his roommates, and finds out his high school bullies go to the same college as him, and are in most of his classes. every time something good happens, it seems as if something bad follows. this proves some real problems for him like the time he- well why don't you read this book and find out for yourself?
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