In which I want you to feel my dream because it is such a dysfunctional relationship but it's perfect at the same time and I don't know how. I felt everything as if it was real and I woke up almost crying. This isn't some sort of fangirl imagine, these are real feelings that I personally felt in an imaginary place with a beautiful imaginary version of Jacob. He's the kind of fleetingly extraordinary beauty that deserves to live forever but you know it'll never live.