So Close
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  • Parts 11
  • Time 1h 47m
  • Reads 564
  • Votes 13
  • Parts 11
  • Time 1h 47m
Complete, First published Aug 22, 2012
What do you do when you’re really in love with someone but can’t do anything because he’s already taken? Do you fight for it in this kind of matter? Or you just let everything be and move on to your life? What if I can’t move on? Should I fight then? What if the right thing to do is actually fight? How will I know? What if I just ignore this feeling? But what if I can’t? 
Hey reader of my tragic story! I know you’re probably thinking, what the hell is she talking about? Why is she talking to herself?  Wait, whom I talking to? 
Have I gone crazy? A minute ago I was talking to myself and now I’m talking to someone I don’t even know. Or I think it’s someone? Oh my god, I’ve definitely gone crazy. I don’t even know what I’m talking about! Stupid Jake! Why did it even have to be him? Why couldn’t it be his twin brother? Or anyone but him! I thought I could stop it, but I guess not. 
What are you going to do now Anne? You don’t have anyone to talk to. You depended so much on Jake. Why did you even choose him to be your best friend?  When did you even start to have feelings for him? Oh, I don’t know, since we first met? Who cares? I’m talking to myself again.
I have got to stop that. Focus Anne, all you have to do, is stay away from him for a little while. And then eventually, you’ll get over it. Your feelings can’t last that forever you know.
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