My killer is actually my lover?( mindless behavior story)

The reason this story is called "my killer is actually my love?" is bc in the book you'll understand. But I don't mean a killer physically I mean mentally. You get beaten down so much its like your getting killed by a someone without a weapon. You hurt so much is like ur dying. But the person who is killing you is actually the one you love in disguise. Hope you like. Enjoy