Omar and Zaher, two young men from Jeddah, Saudi Arabia, meet at an Islamic university and fall in love with each other. However, because they are gay in a conservative Muslim country where homosexual acts are punishable by death, the two lovers have one challenge every day: keeping their relationship in secrecy. Will the love between Omar and Zaher be strong enough to successfully face all challenges in a land of social pressures? Read the story to find out, and donate to international organizations that work tirelessly for the rights of lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender and queer (LGBTQ+) individuals, such as the International Railroad for Queer Refugees (IRQR), ILGA, Stonewall, etc.
Elliot's partner was his whole world, but after Allan's death, his ghost haunts Elliot's dreams. Everyone tells Elliot to move on, but he isn't sure he can.
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It's been a year since the love of Elliot's life, Allan, passed away. Everyone thinks he should have recovered after that much time, but Allan still haunts Elliot every night. He struggles to maintain relationships with his family, and despite a coworkers interest he can't summon up the courage to date. Elliot is living for the past, because to live for the present means he'll have to live with a hole in his heart. But the question Elliot has to face chases him through his monotonous days: is mourning Allan with everything he has truly living?
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