pinky promise? phan
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Last published Mon, Dec 16, 2019
"hey" his words are spilling out like vomit. he never shuts up. he smiles the familiar smile i see every day, with the boringness of his dimple being visible, his chocolate eyes look into my ocean ones, it makes my stomach sick to look at his blandness every minute of the day. i can feel the emotion leave my body as i look at him. its gone. im gone.
:D this will prolly be really short and suck but i really wanted to write something
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