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Despondency || Shinkami

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Parts 20
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Villain AU 

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de·spond·en·cy

/dəˈspändənsē/

noun

a state of low spirits caused by loss of hope or courage.

"he hinted at his own deep despondency"

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TW: may contain; blood, strong language, gore, vore, and sensitive subjects. 

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In this reality full of superhumans, there are two main roles society is split into. Villian Or Hero. The civilians are jusf the people caught up in the midst of the fighting. 

Some people choose their roles. Some are forced. And others just didn't have anywhere else to go. 

This world is far from perfect. Its just barely functional. Blood is constantly painted onto the concrete of the streets, lives being taken or lost left and right. But thats not unusual. Most people have grown used to it. 

Of course those that aren't go after those at fault with a burning vengeance. The "Heroes". 

And the Villians are always reeking havoc and causing mayhem. Thats just how it works. 

But, this stort will be focusing on a select group of people. People with neither good, nor bad, hearts. They will be the main characters of this messed up universe. 

Care to begin? 

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Started: August 11 2019
Finished: November 17 2019All Rights Reserved

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But I Couldn't |BNHA/MHA|BakuDeku|Villain(?)/Mute AU| (Book 2) by ItsShoyoYo

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Loveless by Mother_Neko

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BRAINDEAD ~ Ruikasa by m3naa_

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