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apathy

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Reads 702,251
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Parts 39
Time 3h 38m

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ap·a·thy
/ˈapəTHē/
noun
lack of interest, enthusiasm, or concern


By the time that Bakugo puts his hand on Izuku's shoulder and tells him to jump off the roof, Izuku is already shattered beyond repair.

Or, the one where Izuku gives up-yet somehow becomes a hero anyway.







#1 in #deku (march 9, 2020) (june 25, 2020) (november 12, 2020)
#1 in #depression (april 9, 2020)
#1 in #eraserhead (april 15, 2020) (april 3, 2021)
#1 in #izukumidoriya (june 7, 2020) (march 28, 2021)
#1 in #kacchan (november 16, 2020) (november 26, 2020) (august 8, 2021) (august 28, 2021)All Rights Reserved

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Questions to Live By by Errow77

Midoriya Izuku was ambitious. He always pushed until he fell. He never gave up, not once did he fall and stay down. Not even when his idol told him that his dream was illogical--that in reality he will only get in the way. So he made a set of recordings and set up an anonymous channel. He approached many people and asked them variants of the same question: "Can a quirkless person become a hero?" No matter the answer though, he was broken inside. His dreams and hopes were shattered a long time ago. But he isn't ready to take a swan dive just yet. He wants to meet one person who will tell him that he is not useless. That he can be a hero. And after that moment, he will decide if he's ready to take a swan dive off the roof of a building or not. Some of the chapters will be quite triggering. I will put a warning beside each chapter title that includes detailed descriptions of triggering topics. The characters do not belong to me, only the plot. Characters belong to the anime Boku No Hero Acadamia and it's creator. I did the drawing up at the top, it's not the full image though.

Save Me » Katsuki Bakugou x Reader AU by imovedaccouns

He saved me from jumping off that building...but why? He hates everything and everyone, so why save me? *This story contains sensitive content* *STARTED IN 2018*

Our Broken Story ♡Katsuki Bakugou x Reader♡ by sgh101404

Katsuki Bakugou thinks that he's not enough. Why even try when that damn nerd Deku's taking his place? Why should he even try anymore when everything's so bleak because he ended All Might? It all changes when a girl saves him after he jumped. But there's something....odd...about her. Maybe it's the way that she makes sure he comes first before everything else. Or maybe it's that she always seems to come at the right time....and that he's slowly falling more in love with her each day he spends with her. "I WANTED TO DIE!" "If you want to die wait until you're old and have lived your life! This isn't the way to go! Don't close the book before the story ends just because of one bad chapter!" *This is a short story* _NOTES_ ⚠️THIS IS A STORY FOR MATURE AUDIENCES! 18+ ⚠️ ♡Reader is female ♡swear words, suicidal thoughts and actions, violence/fight scenes ♡depressed Bakugou Fully published: 2/4/2021 {I DO NOT OWN MY HERO ACADEMIA OR ANY OF THE ART UNLESS I NOTE IT TO BE MINE! I ONLY OWN PLOT}

Deku, Why?! by LiarLiarStarsOnFire

"Take a swan dive off a building, you might have a quirk in your next life." Katsuki laughed maliciously. Izuku had finally had it, that was the last straw. Izuku looked up, making direct eye contact with Katsuki. "Fine." WARNING: This story has extreme swearing, hanahaki disease, violence, blood, self-harm, suicidal themes and homosexuality. If any of this upsets you or triggers you in any way, do not read. You have been warned.

bring him home (vigilante Deku & dadzawa/mic) by emo_the_emu

After failing to develop a quirk and missing the mark to get OFA from All Might, Izuku became a vigilante to save the people ignored by heroes and in danger during the night, all under the guise of being a normal highschool student and son during the day. One late night, after working himself to exhaustion, Izuku is found at his breaking point, feverish and alone, by pro-hero, UA teacher, and future father-figure Eraserhead. Will the world be able to look beyond the lack of a quirk and see this boy as a hero? With the help of his new friends in Class-1A and All for One at large, Izuku's quirklessness might be exactly what they need to fix everything. . . . . TW: vomiting/illness (repeatedly), bullying (physical, verbal, mental abuse), self harm, purging behavior, fighting/rebellious behavior, suicidal ideation & discussion.

Rise From A Wishing Star by 09Savertooth

🎉*Completed*🎊 Izuku Midoriya was a quirkless boy who wanted to be a hero really badly but couldn't for his lack of a quirk. People around him would ether Ignore or bully him but everything came crashing down on him when his Idol told him that he can't become a hero so he decided to take his ex-bestfriend advice. Before he took the jump though he saw a very colorful shooting star going threw the night sky and decided to make a wish before jumping. When he woke up he found out he have a quirk that he shouldn't have and a desire to make himself a happy life even if its building it from nothing. Started: June 24,2023 Ended: July 5, 2023 Sorry if there's any bad grammer or any spelling errors.

Shinko's Pursuit by lunermoon10000

With his dreams shattered and his future seeming to be lost, Izuku Midoriya runs. He ran away from police custody before they even knew what to do with him and lived off the streets. He didn't know what to do. His mother dead and his source of stability gone, he looses his will to anything but keep fighting. Most people would turn to villainy after this, always searching with vengeance and an anger that could never be tamed. But Izuku isn't most people. He couldn't bring himself to hurt people so he decided he'd be a hero, just not by title. His heart has always longed to save those in need, after all. But he still has a goal in mind, and he'll do whatever it takes to achieve it. Or; Everyone is stupid + Vigilante Deku (The cover art is my own, don't repost)

Falling (Depressed Deku Fanfic) (COMPLETE) by WholeLotOfDeku

Ever since Izuku Midoriya joined U.A. High School and settled in, he knew that the League of Villains were after him and his quirk: One For All. However, when the time comes when Bakugo is the target and is only seconds away from being captured, Midoriya throws himself in the chaos and ends up saving Bakugo, only at the cost of his own safety as he is captured instead. Midoriya is brought back to the League of Villains' hideout and with him there, Shigaraki plans on changing the young boy's mindset and plans to use force against him. When Midoriya isn't able to escape for three years and no one can seem to find him, he begins to lose hope and his wounds only bleed more. Even when he goes back in time with the help of a pro hero's quirk, he is diagnosed with depression and struggles to go on through life. He doesn't feel like himself. He needs someone. He needs someone so badly. But what if there isn't anybody to help Midoriya? How will Midoriya cope when someone close to him dies right in his arms? Warning! This story will contain depression, suicide talk, torture (not explained explicitly), violence, and a whole lot of angst! Also, this story won't contain any ships. So, there isn't any BakuDeku, TodoDeku, etc., it's just a depressing story with Midoriya with his friends trying to change themselves to help him and their own selves in the future. Ranks! #5 - depresseddeku (11/25/19) #65 - deku (8/23/19) #26 - majorcharacterdeath (8/31/19) lol Story Status: Complete! Started on: 4/17/2019 Completed on: 3/7/2020 Started Editing on: 1/30/20 I do not own the cover art! But I own the art in the book! My Hero Academia/Boku No Hero Academia (c) Kohei Horikoshi

Abandoned by Didget404

They had caught him, thinking that mere handcuffs could contain his quirk. They kept him under constant supervision, knowing that he could escape and kill them at any given opportunity. They tried talking to him, helping him, believing they could break the young villain. They offered him a chance to redeem himself, hoping he would take it. There was only one small problem they faced... Deku would not allow himself to break. (⚠️ WARNING!!! This book contains elements of suicide, panic attacks, and the deaths of family members. Please read with caution, and discontinue reading if you get uncomfortable in any way!) (Started: August 27th, 2020) (Completed: March 26th, 2021) #1 in Kacchan for a while lmao 🥴

I jumped... but I was saved. (Dadzawa) by Rogue4hire

Izuku has had a hard life. He has been abused, used, mistreated and hurt and one day he finally decides to give up. But 2 pro hero's literally jump after him and they changed his life. This is a story of healing and hardship. This story occurs between All Might's retirement and when Izuku saved Eri in cannon. There are warnings to this story so read those over, thanks. Depression-- trama-- *Warning* Dadzawa Tododekubaku Erasermic #1 in fatherly love (October 17, 2021 to November 8 2021)

Depend Quirk - Beginning by SeneTisViola

What if several tragic events meet in quick succession and drive the boy to the brink? A broken dream in early childhood Losing your best friend to reputation Being taken advantage of by a friend Losing mother in a sad incident No contact with the only person you care about All-round hate and being a laughing stock The inappropriate suggestion of a former best friend - jumping off the roof What if all these events were meant to lead the boy to a new life, new people, and a better future? What if thanks to this, he meets one of the Pro Heroes and finds understanding and support in him? What if he discovers he was never really quirkless? What if he discovers the truth about his mother's death? What future will Izuku Midoriya choose after surviving jumping off the roof?

Run Away by lukasraccoon

Izuku Midoriya's life got wrecked after his quirk diagnosis. Quirkless. Nothing more then that. Maybe worthless or something close. Bullied by not just his "friends", but also his own father. After losing so much he runs away from everything. He's left wandering around the streets of musutafu at night. And then he meets eraserhead. Will he be able to prove the world that quirks aren't the only things that matter? Trigger warnings: -blood/gore mention -light abuse -low self esteem(a tiny bit) -teasing/suicide baiting(same) -starvation -One panick attack *I do not own my hero academia. *Cover art by @lukasraccoon (me) Thats it ig enjoy reading! Love you all feel free to comment<3 No. 1 on #quirklessmidoriyaizuku No. 1 on #quirklesshero No. 1 on #eraserdad No. 1 on #erasermic (2024-2025) gg🏅✌️ Started in: July 26th 2024 (I think)

Worries(Bakudeku,Dadzawa) by monocalciummilk

TW: Su*c*de, harmful thoughts, bullying, cursing NO SMUT Just prefacing here, INKO MIDORIYA DOES NOT GET HURT OR DIE AllMight tells Izuku that he can't be a hero on the roof of a building and jumps away. The one thing he always wanted. So what happens when a certain pro hero comes up behind him. The whole thing with Kacchan and the slime monster thing doesn't happen, or it does and he just gets saved. You can decide. Also, the USJ attack happens later b/c the actual one happens 4 or 5 days after school starts so I'm changing it for the convenience of my story :) I do not own MHA or the characters just this story!!

Yami The Winged Hero by Starlight_Anon

DISCLAIMER: MHA doesn't belong to me but Kohei Horikoshi This books contains strong language, blood, abuse, depressing topics(self harm, suicide attempts), abandonment If you can't deal with these, don't criticize my book. I gave you a warning. Also there way be homosexual relationships, if you don't like that you can leave as well. ________________ Abandoned at a young age and forced to fend for himself. Izuku Midoriya, a young male striving to help those who aren't. His drive pushing him to train as soon as he was thrown into the streets. The boy had a quirk, a fairly strong one at that. His quirk gave him a wing mutation, four large wings placed on his back. It also gave him shining toxic green eyes and small green feathers under his eyes. He adorned sharper nails and teeth, seeming to be based off a predatorial bird, but instead of a sharp beak, he was given sharp teeth. Follow this young male and his strives to become a strong hero. But as he is unable to attend schools, follow him with the struggle of teaching himself and going through vigorous battles as a vigilante. Where will this story go? ________________ Started Writing: Jan 20, 2020 Published: Jan 22, 2020 Ended: Jan 31, 2021 #1 in vigilanteizuku(Feb 18, 2022) ________________ Cross-posted on Ao3 | Any other sites are stolen : 20 AUG 2023

Loveless by Mother_Neko

"I'm sorry I was never good enough," Izuku slowly climbed over the rails "I tried I really did my best to prove myself...So why can't anyone see that?" 'Do it Izuku.....it's the only way' Izuku let the tears fall as he let go. A large broken smile graces his face as the air harshly kisses his skin. "MIDORIYA!" 'It's going to be ok now' "Please save me" The small boy whispered as he neared the ground. No one notices that he's in pain. No one notices that the happy mask he always wears is crumbling. Everyone ignores the deafening sound of his cracking heart. Izuku Midoriya is falling deeper and deeper. Will anyone be able to catch him in time? ⚠️Warning⚠️ -Swearing -Self harm -suicide attempts -suicide mentions -triggering topics/Scenes -LGBTQ+ relationships -Bullying -Abuse -Torture -Death Ships included: Tokoshinkamideku (Izuku x Tokoyami x Shinso x Kaminari) Erasermic (Aizawa x Yamada) One-sided Tododeku One-sided Todobaku One-sided Bakudeku One-sided KamiJiro One-sided YamiTsu One-sided Kiribaku

NADIR by PyroQuill123

Nadir: The lowest point of something, particularly a person's life or a situation. Note!!!! This story may contain themes like child abuse, gore, mental and physical trauma etc. The writing may also be mid at the beginning, so prepare yourselves. If you want to read for romance then I apologise but there hasn't been anything close as the character is portrayed as slightly Alexithymic. 🥇in bnha - 6th January 2025

Prove them wrong by bubbly_writter

♥︎♡♥︎♡ Izuku Midoriya's world comes crumbling down. He's all alone in a world with no one to care for him. He ends up in the streets. When he disappears, his childhood friend realizes some things and he looked desperately for Izuku. But what happens when certain circumstances bring them back together at UA? ...Just not the way they first intended to.. BakuDeku Fanfic Dadzawa ! Spoilers ! 𝘈𝘳𝘵 𝘕𝘰𝘵 𝘔𝘪𝘯𝘦，𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘴 𝘊𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘰𝘳 𝘰𝘧 𝘉𝘕𝘏𝘈 Highest ranking #1 Dadzawa 06/08/23 #1 Izuku 06/22/23 #1 Kacchan 07/12/23 #7 Bokunoheroacademia 08/06/23 #1 Izukuxkatsuki 09/02/23 #1 Katsudeku 09/17/23

Trust Falls by EmbeddedinAmber

Two and a half years ago Izuku committed suicide. His body was never recovered but the bridge he jumped from was high and the river deep enough that police figured it had been washed away in the time it took for anyone to realize he was missing. That's what Katsuki had been told. Except none of that can be true since Izuku just burst into the dank, musty, bar that the League of Villains is holding him in. - - - The one where Izuku let everyone believe he was dead for almost three years before the LOV Kidnapped Bakugou Katsuki and he's forced to face his past. He's captured by UA and forced to play babysitter to 20 chaotic teenagers while figuring out his own place.

Goldberg by nowikugo

After being diagnosed quirkless, Izuku's father didn't take it too well. The stress grew too much for Inko. But one day, he just left. Izuku is scrambling for money to support his mother and himself. Now he's going to UA with his bestfriend and a skeptical Aizawa who loves his coffee. What an interesting life, can't get any more strange, can it? ⚠I DO NOT OWN "MY HERO ACADEMIA" THE CREATOR IS KOHEI HORIKOSHI! I ONLY OWN THIS FANFICTION⚠ ⚠NONE OF THE ART BELONGS TO ME⚠ Started: 08/07/2021 Ended: 12/16/2021 5k votes 12/26/2021 100k reads 12/15/2021 #1 #smartdeku 11/10/2021 #1 #1a 11/01/2021 #2 #bokunoheroacademia 10/29/2021 #1 #nicebakugo 10/25/2021 #2 #myheroacademia 10/22/2021 #1 #abuseddeku 10/16/2021 #1 #mha 10/09/2021 #1 #supportcourse 10/09/2021 #1 #kamishin 10/09/2021 #2 #izukumidoriya 10/03/2021 #1 #dadzawa 10/01/2021 #1 #erasermic 09/22/2021

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Deku, Why?! cover

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Rise From A Wishing Star cover

Shinko's Pursuit cover

Falling (Depressed Deku Fanfic) (COMPLETE) cover

Abandoned cover

I jumped... but I was saved. (Dadzawa) cover

Depend Quirk - Beginning cover

Worries(Bakudeku,Dadzawa) cover

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Trust Falls cover

Questions to Live By

Midoriya Izuku was ambitious. He always pushed until he fell. He never gave up, not once did he fall and stay down. Not even when his idol told him that his dream was illogical--that in reality he will only get in the way. So he made a set of recordings and set up an anonymous channel. He approached many people and asked them variants of the same question: "Can a quirkless person become a hero?" No matter the answer though, he was broken inside. His dreams and hopes were shattered a long time ago. But he isn't ready to take a swan dive just yet. He wants to meet one person who will tell him that he is not useless. That he can be a hero. And after that moment, he will decide if he's ready to take a swan dive off the roof of a building or not. Some of the chapters will be quite triggering. I will put a warning beside each chapter title that includes detailed descriptions of triggering topics. The characters do not belong to me, only the plot. Characters belong to the anime Boku No Hero Acadamia and it's creator. I did the drawing up at the top, it's not the full image though.