love hurt

“You did this to my baby! “Her mother screamed and cried, pointing at me with anger and rage. it hurts hearing those words and it hurt to see her lay there in the casket but I couldn't cry. They say a man is not suppose to cry but after that day I think I cried almost everyday of my life. I don’t remember the first time I ever saw her, I just remember every time I would see her I would think damn she look so sexy. I guess that’s all I ever wanted from her was just sex. You know how we boys think, but I'm not going to say that I didn't like her. She was the type of girl that could make a nigga fall in love, like the things she would say and do. Jayla, that was her name, Guess I was scared that she would hurt me cause I’ve been before. After that I didn’t want to trust no females.