What Are You Thinking At 19
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Ongoing5m
Last published Fri, Oct 23, 2020
People say your golden years are your years of youth. Those good old days where you look back at where your path towards your life started.
They call them "the good old days"
Her youth started when she turned 19. Her life full of ups and downs and she wishes people to know what he has experienced. The happiness and sadness. Her achievements and her failures. Wether you look at these passages and read them is not her main concern. She just wants somewhere to put her thoughts on.
She hopes you can relate. But she knows not everyone will understand and that's ok.
She just wants to put in words what she thought at 19.
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