I Fight For Myself || Kylo Ren (Book 1)
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Ongoing, First published Aug 12, 2019
Mature
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Enkara. A weapon. That's all she ever is and that's all she'll ever be. That's at least what she wants to think, as it's easier for everyone, including her best - and only - friend. No last name, abandoned as a child, her use of sarcasm being the only thing keeping her on the ground of the many different planets instead of floating through the abundance of the galaxy. 

It's not complicated for the most wanted assassin in the entirety of the universe, yet complicated could be the exact definition she uses for just about everything.  With no side to choose, she chooses her own side. She chooses Enkara's side. 

However, it doesn't take long for something - or someone - to drag her to a side where it's not all about her anymore. 

The assassin promised to never be attached to the Jedi or the Sith. She can't, especially because of her father and mother. It goes against all the codes and rules she has made for herself. But now, when staring at that masked individual, she might just take a page out of her own book and break a few of those daunting rules.

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