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I Fight For Myself || Kylo Ren (Book 1)

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Enkara. A weapon. That's all she ever is and that's all she'll ever be. That's at least what she wants to think, as it's easier for everyone, including her best - and only - friend. No last name, abandoned as a child, her use of sarcasm being the only thing keeping her on the ground of the many different planets instead of floating through the abundance of the galaxy. 

It's not complicated for the most wanted assassin in the entirety of the universe, yet complicated could be the exact definition she uses for just about everything.  With no side to choose, she chooses her own side. She chooses Enkara's side. 

However, it doesn't take long for something - or someone - to drag her to a side where it's not all about her anymore. 

The assassin promised to never be attached to the Jedi or the Sith. She can't, especially because of her father and mother. It goes against all the codes and rules she has made for herself. But now, when staring at that masked individual, she might just take a page out of her own book and break a few of those daunting rules.

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The Tipping Point (Kylo Ren X Reader) by soyouthinkimskinnyyy

"Not many people can tell me no," Kylo Ren declared. "But you evidently think that you can" "That's why you're so stuck up," you retorted quickly. "But someone needs to put you in your place." You were not about to let him win. "And you think that person is you?" You stood up straight still only reaching to his shoulders. You were emboldened by his question. "As a matter of fact I do," you put one finger on his chest. "In fact," you ran the finger down his muscular arm, "I think I can make you do whatever," you put both hands on his chest, "I," you inched your body into his, "want." --------- You are the princess of the planet Malachor, a safe haven for women to become warriors. You have lived your life men-free and you have been fine that way. However, a terrible tragedy earns you the title of queen and forces you into an uncertain alliance with the First Order through your marriage to Kylo Ren. With tempers to match and the same alpha energy, will this be a love to last?

Stronger Together (Kylo Ren x Reader | Maia) by KenobiReads

I did everything I was supposed to do. I trained hard; I learned strategy; I kept my secrets buried deep. But there had been nothing in my training that could have prepared me for a dark lord taking interest in me. As I stood before the stone carved statue of a long dead queen of Naboo, the feel of Kylo Ren's lips still on mine, I couldn't help but wonder how I got there. How me, a person of little importance possessing no love for the institution we served, had ended up in bed with the embodiment of evil. - This story is written in first person and alternates between you (Maia) and Kylo. It is highly smutty, but tells a genuine story. The inspiration behind this story is my desire to see Kylo written differently. I love the Ren fics I've read, but I wanted to hash out a less abusive Kylo. He is still a dark lord, and he still doesn't wish to be in the light. But when it comes to love, can Kylo be soft? A lot of the story follows canon. The biggest difference is there is no Rey. No hate to the character, she just doesn't fit into this retelling! TW: childhood trauma, smut, foul language, death, violence and blood, stillbirth (not yours), vomit

A Shattered World ~A Kylo Ren x Reader Story~ by MusicalSithPizza10

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Dangerous Affection | Kylo Ren by kyloewok

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Rebel with a Cause √ by spaceshipfiles

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