Cecile is a 20-year-old girl from New York City and this is her story. Before graduating high school and moving to New York to pursue her dreams she considered herself a nobody with low self-esteem and the only two people that truly understand her are on the other side of the world. "Someone" made her feel and believe she was small, pathetic, trash...a nobody. But she made a pact with herself... That when she graduated high school she will be a confident, updated and "better" version of herself. What she didn't know is that she would get caught up in some deep, horrifying yet in a way, romantic drama. *DISCLOSURE* (This story contains sexual content, cursing, drug use, and violence.) May be triggering for some readers.