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Back to Square One

LECTURAS 16,332
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LECTURAS 16,332
Votos 451
Partes 50
Hora 5h 11m

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As I stare at myself in the mirror, I don't even recognize the reflection.

I'm a married woman, and I can't get over that. I'm only wearing red lace underwear at the moment. I wear sexy panties and bras now because I have someone who's seeing them every day other than myself. Does he wear special boxers...?  I'm not ready to think about Silas that way yet. It is still too weird.

I am a little surprised that I haven't had a meltdown yet. I've never had a panic attack before, but my life has been turned upside-down. I have a pretty damn good excuse to have one. Everyone is probably expecting that I will. They may even be surprised that I haven't yet.

 Eight years erased... 

Eight years to learn...

I stare at my reflection in the mirror. I'm still me... just older. I rub lotion into my face, examining it closely. Still me. Same blue eyes. Same shallow dimples in my cheeks. Same lips that cover straight teeth that my parents paid a lot of money for.

I step back and take in my body. A little curvier then I remember, but not by much. I guess with marriage comes comfort weight. 

My hair is the same blonde, just longer. 

How odd to have everything the same... yet so different.

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