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Dead Inside, Not Outside

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Parts 30
Time 1 hour, 42 minutes

Reads 112,944
Votes 3,512
Parts 30
Time 1 hour, 42 minutes

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Izuku is living with his alcoholic of a father after his mom was killed during a plane accident. Izuku hasn't had the best life on top of that his childhood friend abuses him too. Not having anyone to come home to that will care is hard until Izuku gets into a bit of trouble with some very popular villains. How will this turn his life around. Will it be better or worse or maybe both in an insane and twisted way. 
 
Although he is soon to discover that two certain charming and enchanting males (well at least from my point of view) rival to see who will win his heart for good.All Rights Reserved

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Polygamous Depression by mhafan2474

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Broken [(Tododeku)Complete] by Dorkymelody

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His broken smile (KiriBakuDeku) by WitheredWhiteRose

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The Mansion by FryingPanPride

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When two very different boys get put in the same dorm. Will they become friends? More then friends? Enemy's? What will happen when Dabi sleeps with someone and Izuku gets in a relationship because of it? Will Izuku leave Dabi when he finds out he's Touya? This is my first story. I'm not very good at spelling. I hope you like it. -smut -self hate -gayness -bulling -horrible writing -some other ships -⚠️abusive relationships ⚠️ -kinks -⚠️rape⚠️