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a sort of ambivalence ⚣

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Reads 47,792
Votes 1,628
Parts 87
Time 20h 6m

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❝ ɪ ʜᴀᴛᴇ ʏᴏᴜ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ? ❞
❝ ʙʟᴏɴᴅɪᴇ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅɴ'ᴛ ʜᴀᴛᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʀɪᴇᴅ.❞ 

boys will be boys
is how the saying goes.
but when boys like boys
that is when problems arise.


started 9/8/19
ended 20/2/21
edited, partially rewritten 5/9/23All Rights Reserved

2019 bisexual boyxboy bxb comingofage denial diverse enemiestolovers florida gay gayfiction gayromance highschool indie lust miami miamibeach romance slowburn teenfiction teenromance texttospeech thehood timothéechalamet

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