To Everyone I Hate
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Ongoing5m
Last published Thu, Aug 29, 2019
I know life isn't always great. Not peaches and cream. Sundaes and cherries. Unicorns and rainbows. It's more like clouds and thunder. Hurricanes and frustration. For me at least...
While trying to figure her way through high school, and surviving abuse at home she goes on a dangerous runaway chase from everything she's ever known.
Suicidal? Yeah...
Family Issues? Yes, Always.
Internal Struggles? Raise your hand girl.
She wants to find her light. Where she truly belongs and wants to be. But to do that she has to run. Understand her truth. If she ever finds it. Will she find the Hope that lies in her heart and name or will she be completely consumed?
Will she want to live, or die?
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