Not Me
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Last published Sat, Aug 24, 2019
We all have our differences, but some are just greater than others.
Have you ever felt different from your friends? Different in a way that makes you feel left out? Different in a way that you just want to run away from them and never show your face again?
I have.
Every single day of my entire life, I want to cower in a corner and shield my face from everyone. Every single day of my life I wake up feeling different. So different I could clearly see it with my own two eyes. And every single day of my life I meet my friends knowing I was never actually welcome.
Because they always have something I don't. I don't want to say what it is, and I certainly don't need your pity.
It's just... not me.
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