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Not Me

xx_angelgirl_xx

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Parts 4
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Reads 74
Votes 17
Parts 4
Time 19m

xx_angelgirl_xx

belonging bullying cowardice differences embarrassment family friendship hate loneliness love new old reality sadness shame teasing

We all have our differences, but some are just greater than others.

Have you ever felt different from your friends? Different in a way that makes you feel left out? Different in a way that you just want to run away from them and never show your face again?

I have. 

Every single day of my entire life, I want to cower in a corner and shield my face from everyone. Every single day of my life I wake up feeling different. So different I could clearly see it with my own two eyes. And every single day of my life I meet my friends knowing I was never actually welcome. 

Because they always have something I don't. I don't want to say what it is, and I certainly don't need your pity.

It's just... not me.All Rights Reserved

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