Lost

I'm not overly fond of my past, I mean, none of us are. That's why we're here. But every story is worse than the last, that's why we don't openly discuss them, because you know yours is worse than someone else's and yet, someone's story is worse than yours. I'm not going to say that mine is the worst one that anyone has heard, because I highly doubt that. Someone's is probably worse than mine, but I will say that mine is bad. Really bad.
No one talks about their past because it opens so many mental and emotional scars. I'm the same, but I have the physical scars to remind me every day. I don't need to relive my past.
Everyone makes mistakes, but do they make ones that destroy your life inside and out? Ones that make you want to just stop living so you don't make any more? Disappoint anyone anymore?
My life isn't the worst, but it definitely isn't one you want to live in. This is one you would pity, this is one you'd watch as a horror movie. This is one you'd be forced to watch, to live in.
Everyone says they understand. But do you? Do you really? I don't think you did the things I did, I've experienced. So don't say that, I don't need anyone to understand.
I just need you to stay away.

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