Love Me

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"I'm ready for the hurting but I'm scared of the loving.." 

Always thought I was hard to love 'til you made it seem so easy. 

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Started 8th September 2019 || Ended 9th December 2019

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Cover by|| @treader1989All Rights Reserved

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