Am I Perfect Enough?
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Last published Fri, Aug 22, 2014
Ever since Louis was young, he felt worthless. His past wasnt great and affected him very badly. And by that, he handled this Depression and slight anger issuses the wrong way. And still, at the age 21, still does.
He started not caring about anything really. He wanted to be alone. Forever. Sometimes thought it would be better if he was dead. Tried a couple times too.
He also didnt eat. He didnt have an eating disorder, he just, didnt eat. Didnt feel like it. Felt like it didnt matter. Never felt hungry or thirsty.
Lastly, he cut himself. He felt like he deserved it. Felt like know one would care to notice anyways. And no one did.
So after he turns 19, he moves out of his mothers house with she still thinking her son was happy the whole time.
But, one day as he walks into the store, trying to find rubbing alcohol, there was someone. Looking around. A man. A very hansom man..... Who would care. And Louis, has no idea.
Okay, so try to read it. See if you like it....and yeah. Try to enjoy bros! Luv ya♥
-Skyla
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