15 years among the deaths (Part I)
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Mit meinem dreiteiligen Buch "15 years among the deaths", möchte ich den Leuten die ebenfalls von Suizidgedanken geplagt sind, vorführen, wie sich der Tod eines geliebten Menschen auf die Menschen in deren Umfeld auswirken kann.
Das Buch ist aus der Perspektive eines Toten geschrieben, eines Geistes der vergeblich versucht seine Geliebten zu kontaktieren.
Diesen Teil widme ich meinem Freund, Alex.
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