Jaycee Nicole Whittaker was a warrior. She probably didn't know how strong she was until she turned 13. But, everyday since then, for seven years now, she knew she was. The fear of dying was sometimes overwhelming, but as seasons flew by like dust, she became immune to it. The fear of death itself was a different story. To her knowlege, death was made of many shades. From the darkest black of a cave, to the most intense ocean water silmilar to her eyes, there were many. Her only fear was finding a dull color.
After years of wating, she finally comes across the eyes of a man that were different. Though stuck in his ways of using women for a minute of pleasure, she knew he could change. Even the man himself coudn't see it, but she could. Even the strong arms of her father and the gentle lipstick stain left on her cheeks from her mother were no match for the peace she felt when this man looked at her.
He was willing to change his ways for her in the long run. As he found himself in her, he knew he was falling and she saved him from drowning is his very own self. He was more than willing, and would take care of her like no other. The struggle would be hard and though his fearful eyes watched her fading away slowly as the seconds rushed by, he would never leave. He would be there till the end, making sure that diamond necklace that she held so dearly would always remain around her neck, holding every drop of love that poured from his heart.
Though it tried, the demon named Cancer wouldn't keep him from loving her.
"If I risk it all, could you break my fall?
How do I live? How do I breathe?
When your not here i'm sufficated.
I wanna feel love, run through my blood.
Tell me is this where I give it all up?
For you, I have to risk it all,
Cuz the Writing's on the Walls."
This is a story about a boy and a girl. She loves him, and he want's her dead. But he vowed to keep her safe..But how can he keep such a dangerous vow?
*EXCERPT FROM BOOK BELOW*
"Our story is like the movies. The movies with the happy endings?" I yelled as he got out of the car.
"No! Our ending is nothing like those movies Vana. Our story is the both of us risking it all and then ending up right next to Kyle." He said and sighed. And he was right. Our ending is that one fucked up movie that no on wants to go see.
"SO YOU AREN'T WILLING TO RISK IT ALL!?! I yelled louder as the rain came pouring down. He turned on his heal and stomped twords me pulling me close to him leaveing no space between us. His lips came crashing down on mine making the butterflies in my stomach errupt with pleaseure. He pulled away and sighed as did I. He grabbed my hand and ran his thumb over the knuckle of my thumb over my tattoo thanks to his stupid game of dare or dare.
"Look at the perspective of things Vana. You might see a smily face but I don't. I see a sad face. You don't want my happy ending. Trust me." He said and sighed again.
"I love you so much Vana." He said and kissed the top of my head and then walked back over to his house. But he didn't really love me. If he did he would be willing to risk it all just like I am. But I am left just like Kyle had suspected. Alone and heart broken in the rain. Because I was always the one willing to risk it all. For him.