Colourless Life
beth2424
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  • Reads 229
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  • Parts 18
  • Time 1h 19m
beth2424
Complete, First published Aug 19, 2019
Mature
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Han Soyeon, a 23 years old female who is living a monotonous life and suffering from mental health, has only ever thought of one thing and one thing only. And that is looking for a place she could call "home".

Just as she was about to give up all hopes, she found her "home" in the most unexpected person and in the most unforseen place.

How did Soyeon even meet her "home"?

How did she survived up till now?

Will her mental health get better?

Read on to find out.
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Overshadowed || Han Jisung

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Was it love at first sight? Maybe for him. The gentle boy waited patiently until she found herself. Being a twin, things didn't always seem fair. Moriko always felt like she was in Yurikos shadow. Was it the first born child's fault? Or perhaps did she just not see the youngers struggle? A straykids fan story

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