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Satisfaction is Nothing but Despair

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Parts 4
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Reads 38
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Parts 4
Time 15m

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Lavender is a 16-year-old girl who has come out of her battle of depression and anxiety. Here she strives to find a way of healing and peace in her life however she has an argument with her classmate and finds out he could've found out a dangerous secret that was never ever meant to be found by anyone including her mother.

She tries to find out how this secret could've gotten out, but never in her life would she imagine something rather morbid and dark would be waiting for her.

Throughout this book, Lavender will have to face the demons she forgot years ago.
This book will be filled with the endless dance of grief and sadness but perhaps, also hope and self-discovery.

This is 'Satisfaction is nothing but Despair'; a short yet deep story that will hopefully find it's way into your hearts. :)All Rights Reserved

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