YouTube is Life

Your a 14 going on 15 year old girl that loves nature, animals, and, of coarse, YouTube! You moved to Ireland to do YouTube videos and to be closer to jack your role model. You watch Jacksepticeye, Markiplier, Pewdiepie, and their friends, Ethan, Tylor, Bob, and Wade. This makes you happy, but you are depressed. You have a older brother B/N that's dead and you can talk to ghosts so you talk to him a lot about your abusive thoughts. So are you going to get away from them or are you just going to stay where you cant handle people and continue to be depressed? Read this to find out!
Also first time doing this so please don't hate on me. OH and I'm not going to write that many A/N's. Anyway hope you enjoy!