Aphonia
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Afonia jest niczym innym, jak utratą mowy głośnej przy zachowaniu mowy szeptem.
Zbiór wszystkich słów, których nigdy nie miałam odwagi wypowiedzieć na głos.
Spisywanie myśli jest dla mnie formą terapii popartą przez psychologa.
Wpisy w postaci apostrofy kierowane są do różnych osób. Wynika to z potrzeby powiedzenia o uczuciach bez wymieniania konkretnego imienia.
Część czwarta, poprzednie części zarchiwizowane, by móc kiedyś do nich wrócić.
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