I thought I was decent

I thought I was decent looking and I was a decent daughter. but I guess not, I guess I am'lazy as hell and im fugly and a disappointment as my mother says so I started to believe it.
heck I even let her hit me when I screw up as always so I hide marks a lot. I went from a energetic and confident 16 year old twin to a lonely insecure pathological lier. yea for all of you who don't know what that is it means I lie to get out of uncomfortable situations and I say what people want to hear but not the truth.
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Elara (e-lar-a) has a terrible past which made her a pathological lier. Eventually everyone at her old school found out and called her mentally ill. So to escape the past she moved from sunny Florida to snowy Colorado. she hopes no one will find out about her past and figure out why she turned into a pathological lier..
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Auden (aw-den) is your typical bad boy, handsome with a motorcycle but he's not a player. He may look like one but would never hit a girl but girls do throw themselves into him but he brushes them off. He's very nice but under that gorgeous smile he has a hard interior which he hides. So he blows off steam at the gym which only makes him more normal. He has a horrible past he never admitted to anyone and made more softly vulnerable than ever..
____________________________________________________________( Elara is a moon of Jupiter and one of Zeus's lovers apparently)
warning: drinking and abuse and other explicit things will be mentioned if u don't like that then please read another book thank you!
(please don't be hard on me with this book I'm not that good but you guys can definitely help me with ideas 😊)